Thursday, October 22, 2009
the weight of the world is off my back.
when we fell, we got up
and crawled out the cracks.
excuse me, if i take some comfort in that.
Sometimes I feel like I’m
wasting all my time
waiting for my life to start.
I’d rather trip and fall then never try.
I don’t want to waste another day
while the world goes by. I wanna live it,
I wanna breathe it, I wanna feel it for myself
The part that hurts me the most is knowing that
I once had you and then lost you.
The meaning of life is to give a life meaning.
Life was so much easier,
when the biggest problem
was the monster in your closet.
I wasted so many tears on you...
Trying to figure out where I went wrong.
Now I realize it was never me.
It was you all along
Without saying a word,
you could make me feel a thousand times better.
i cant decide what i want the most: to be loved by someone,
to find happiness, or to just disappear.
If you want to know where your heart is, look where your mind wanders.
and ill just bite my lip when i see you
and pretend i have gotten over you
You can always tell how much you love
someone by how much they can hurt you.
You never see the hard days in a photo album,
but those are the ones that get you from one
happy snapshot to the next.
A part of me
wants to erase you
from my past
but another part of me
still wants you
in my future.
Lin, 16 November. 
